Jarrid Wilson, an associate pastor at Harvest Christian Fellowship in Riverside, California, died by suicide on Monday, September 9, at 30 years old.
Wilson, who co-founded the mental health outreach Anthem of Hope with his wife, Juli, in 2016, was known to church members as a compassionate preacher who was open about his personal struggles with depression.
Anthem of Hope focuses on fighting the stigma of mental illness and provides support for people struggling with depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, substance abuse and addiction.
Harvest Christian Fellowship founder and senior pastor Greg Laurie announced Wilson’s death by suicide in a Facebook post.
“At a time like this, there are just no words,” Laurie wrote in his Facebook statement.
“Sometimes people may think that as pastors or spiritual leaders we are somehow above the pain and struggles of everyday people. We are the ones who are supposed to have all the answers. But we do not,” Laurie continued. “At the end of the day, pastors are just people who need to reach out to God for His help and strength, each and every day.”
Jarrid’s wife, Julianne Wilson, posted a tribute on Instagram.
“My loving, giving, kind-hearted, encouraging, handsome, hilarious, give the shirt of his back husband went to be with Jesus late last night,” she wrote.
“No more pain, my Jerry, no more struggle. You are made complete and you are finally free,” she continued. “Suicide and depression fed you the worst lies, but you knew the truth of Jesus and I know you’re by his side right this very second.”
Wilson died by suicide after he posted a series of tweets that focused on the subject of suicide and toxic relationships. In one of the tweets, he revealed that he was officiating the funeral of a woman who took her life. In another tweet, he said he was praying for the victims of the hurricane in the Bahamas.
Loving Jesus doesn’t always cure suicidal thoughts.
Loving Jesus doesn’t always cure depression.
Loving Jesus doesn’t always cure PTSD.
Loving Jesus doesn’t always cure anxiety.
But that doesn’t mean Jesus doesn’t offer us companionship and comfort.
He ALWAYS does that.
— Jarrid Wilson (@JarridWilson) September 9, 2019
Officiating a funeral for a Jesus-loving woman who took her own life today.
Your prayers are greatly appreciated for the family.
— Jarrid Wilson (@JarridWilson) September 9, 2019
https://twitter.com/JarridWilson/status/1171264413640249344
Toxic relationships can create toxic hearts.
Remove yourself from the relationship before your toxic heart tries to remove you from your peace.
— Jarrid Wilson (@JarridWilson) September 8, 2019
Tomorrow is #WorldSuicidePreventionDay, and @anthemofhope wants you to know that #YourLifeMatters!
800,000 people love their life to suicide each year, and we want to do something about it.
The Movement: https://t.co/009o18QNbq
Donate: https://t.co/8URnpZighz
— Jarrid Wilson (@JarridWilson) September 9, 2019
Wilson was open about his struggle with depression. He talked about it in a recent blog post titled Why Suicide Doesn’t Always Lead To Hell, and in a recently published book Love Is Oxygen: How God Can Give You Life and Change Your World.
He admitted in blog posts, books, and social media posts, that he struggled with depression most of his life and contemplated suicide multiple times. In the blog post Why Suicide Doesn’t Always Lead To Hell, he opposed the belief held by some Christians that people who committed suicide go to hell.
I’m a Christian who also struggles with depression.
This exists, and it’s okay to admit it.
— Jarrid Wilson (@JarridWilson) August 16, 2019
Ever since learning of Jarrid Wilson’s death, people have been paying tribute and offering condolences on Twitter.
wait. @JarridWilson passed away? we were messaging about meeting up for coffee just a couple of days ago. does anyone have more info? i’m shocked, confused
— Garrett (@SilentGarrett) September 10, 2019
I'm gutted over the death of @JarridWilson. He spoke life and yet took his own. Ministry isn't easy. Be kind to your pastors.
— Bianca JuarezOlthoff (@biancaolthoff) September 10, 2019
Heard this afternoon the awful news about @JarridWilson’s passing from our mutual agent. (Yes, we share a literary agent, believe it or not.) The human heart is a fragile thing, and born broken. Praying for his family, church, & friends. Jesus, come quickly. Come fix all of this.
— Jared C. Wilson (@jaredcwilson) September 10, 2019
It’s with the deepest sadness of heart that I found out that my good friend @jarridwilson went home to be with the Lord last night.Jarrid was not just a brother in the Lord but a dear and trusted friend.
In Christ… “We have a sure and steadfast anchor of the soul…”Heb 6:19 pic.twitter.com/8YPOY10RXn
— Jason Powell (@jasontpowell) September 10, 2019
https://twitter.com/JesseKellyDC/status/1171805288099385344
This is Jarrid Wilson baptizing someone last Saturday. Look at the joy on both his and the young lady’s face that he baptized.
This is how I remember him. pic.twitter.com/FaAyI83hCs— Greg Laurie (@greglaurie) September 11, 2019
@JarridWilson
Spent a lot of time with this dude. In the past 18 months—almost everydayHe really did love Jesus.
He helped others love Jesus.
Death is not the end.
There is hope beyond the grave.
“we do not grieve as those do who have no hope”
– 1 Thess 4:13 pic.twitter.com/utHKDVsLlx— Jason Powell (@jasontpowell) September 11, 2019
A friend, Jonathan Merritt, started a GoFundMe to provide financial support for his family. As of writing, the campaign had raised nearly $40,000 out of the target $50,000.
Thanks to all who have donated to help provide for @juliwilson and her two young children following @JarridWilson’s passing. We’ve raised a little more than 30k but more is needed. If you can help—even a couple of dollars—it will make a difference. https://t.co/hvpJQe6OsU pic.twitter.com/sGJGHqlbPS
— Jonathan Merritt (@JonathanMerritt) September 11, 2019
Wilson committed suicide on Monday evening (September 9), a day before World Suicide Prevention Day on Tuesday, September 10.
According to Laurie’s Facebook announcement, Jarrid is survived by his wife, Juli, two sons, Finch and Denham, his parents and siblings.